all the ,. smal things :)

first of all::~ time flies ! i distinctively remember sitting in math yesterday and wishing for summer,,.. now it is here and i feel as if i have nothing productive to do with it :( luckily my dearest friend Rebekah and i have decided to search for devotionals to do that will get us closer to god, which is definitely lifting my spirits :)

second::~ remembering that i have a blog ! i forget so easily which is a shame , considering i love reading all of my friends blog, yet cant seem to keep up with my own !

on more pressing matters::~ (this one has more meaning and i little story in its background) but anyway ,.. my mom started her new job, well it being the same job just a different location, not to long ago. there she incountered a new friend named Carol. they grew close and had many similarities except for one ,.. Carol had been diagnosed with cancer. this greatly ,.. how can i say it ,.. sucked ! my mom and her were very close and even though she was not my best friend, it still hurt me to see both her and my mother hurt from this fierce little disease. yet the word little could not pertain to the subject anymore because the little bug turned into a big problem :( Carol then went to the hospital and did all possible options for treatment, yet it seemed not to be working. the doctors later informed her that they felt it was time for her to say her goodbyes ,.. which in my mind is wrong. i feel that right now we should be stronger than ever, and turn our problems to god . my pastor in church said that we should lay our problems unto the lord, and he shall take care of them. and i feel as if he always has.


so even though you may not know carol, i ask if you take just two minutes out of your day to pray for her in her great time for need.


"Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you."
Deuteronomy 31:6"

as a closing statement::~ i would also like to give thanks to my best friend emily , for always being there for me :D (semi random but every writing has a perpose )